HKSBP zon selatan 2010

hello again blog. so nice to finally write to you

this is something i will never forget. for the past hectic four days, i was in hksbp zon selatan in samura. well, it had  been a life changing experience being there withh all debaters, bahas and basket, and we've been through soooo much. so now gonna reveal a few things bout it. stf was in da same group with other 6 sbps, i guess. 1st match with sasaer, second was with smssi, 3rd with cant remember. 4th with mozac, 5th with sdar and lastly with sakti. alhamdullilah, stf won all 6 matches and became the group winner. it was one more small step to finally go to paser putih, but unlucky for us, we lost with samura. so it concluded dat samura and tkc are gonna go to national.

it was heartbreaking really, after all we've been through, just dis one match we lost had changed everything. i know, who am i to comment about the decision, let  the people around you tell what was supposed to happen. couldnt figure out, wat was wrong, because i never had the confidence about winning like i had after the match with samura, but again, who am i to judge. i believe everything happened for a very good reason, that sometimes you might know nothing about, but as long as yoou believe that's the best for you, then you just have to accept it. sorry everyone, friends and families, who had been so good to support and ask about our condition, but the frustration in me, is still there, buried and lonely, and i just dont have the nerve to tell you about the bad news, because me myself cant believe what had just happened to us. i'm really sorry and i hope by writing in this, you all will know how i felt bad about not telling you,  because just by saying the words it hurts.

now, i am trying real hard to accept this, because i believe winning is not everything, but wanting to win is. maybe because we want to win sooo badly, it hurts more. yet, i am not being ungrateful to God,  i know whatever he decided, it's the best for us. i'm sure bout that. im thankful, that i have had the chance to eexperience everything, the exhaustion, the tiredness, the winnings, and losing. i had the chance to be in a team, and uphold the same thing, and believe that everyone was needed to help each other, and had people who was there when we needed. THANX A ZILLION, to my teammates, KQis, Pika, Dammy, the backbone of every success, Kimi. comments i nvr thought i'll ever hear, Razak sdar :) , the teachers, Sir Rashid, Mdm Reeza, bahas bm, supporters, wonderful friends, stfians and all. i love you!

the greatest success is not in never failing, but rising everytime we fall. debaters, we could still have our new blazers :D

two is better than one

heyyaa blog:)
sorry dah lame tak post. SUKENYEE DAA HOMEWORK!!
padahal ade sikit lagilaaa. but thats ok kan? haha
my bloody phone hilang lagi fyi, ugh, BENCINYAAA.
is it fate that my life wud be so pathetic ?? haish.
im fed up and ugh, fed up! 

after a long time :)

nobody has to read this.
dear bloggie,
i sooo miss you. and pmr results are coming out this thursday and im so freaking out of course. i so dont feel like going all the way tojohor just to take my results. ugh ugh.
 but bythe way, i wanna tell you about my wonderful journey to the lands of my dreams.
it was a 12 hour flight from malaysia to london, and it was a horrible one. remind me to buy a more comfy privatejet if im going travelling ok.but london was cold as ever.but then the night we arrived there, we juts walked around kensington high street. the street was wonderful andmost importantly, clean. of course.our eurostar train to paris was on 9am, we took the underground to king cross st pancras. and paris was absolutely amazing. it was evrerything that everyone had percieved, beautiful and wonderful. and the eiffel tower was, was just jaw-dropping, the very first time i set my eyes on it, i swear my heart stopped pumping. well, of course it was just a tower of steel, but there's something about that tower that make you fall in love with it as soon as you laid eyes on it. no wonder parisian was so proud of that ugly tower. haha.
 we did walked through champs-elysees( idont know how to spell it, or pronouncing it) and saw the arc of triomphee.the arc was, well, arc and it was pretty. and i guess very costly. paris was just pretty and beautiful, and its the very image that parisians wanted the world to know about. when you go there, its like a new different scenery, its like you're in this cheesy 80s movie just waiting to fall in love. and the french was, well, hot too :) but quite snobby i guess, because they loathe english, they are very proud of their own language. you can prove that by watching the television and not understanding a word, not even a single english on it. i guess english as an international language doesnt really apply in paris. haha. next we went to amsterdam. well amsterdam, hurm, how should i say this, this part of netherlands is quit, unexplainable. unless if you own a pair of sunglasses when you walk through certain places. haha.let me explain this clearly, amsterdam was amazing, the buildings were outrageously beautiful. it was certainly one of the most beautiful cities in the world. but one of the 'attractions' there is the 'red-light district'. prostitution in amsterdam is legal, so, well and this redlight area is kindda the heaven there. you know what i mean. it was disgusting really, because half naked girls will display themselves through the window where EVERYONE can see and just waiting for 'customers' to come. and now, when a bunch of bachelors want to go to amsterdam, you'll know what that really means. haha. when you experience it yourself, it kindda broadens your view to the wold and this kind of stuff really exists, and its kindda huge and big and wide. i guess. nevertheless, amsterdam wasnt a dissapointment, beside the fact i just gave, amsterdam has lots to offer. from the buildings, architecture, the way the dutch do things and the bicycles in the canals of amsterdam. and the food too, was simply great. everyone will definitely had a good laugh there.
 the most time i spent was in london. and there's to many things to say about london. the underground is the best way to get from area to area, and i definitely suggest malaysia to do that. it encourages people to walk rather that driving cars. you rarely see obese londoners. although i must say parisians walked way faster than londoners, but at least they walked. they highly used the public transportation and i think that best for them. its pretty simple when you understood the system, and you can easily go around london in harmony without any problems. london is a mix of everything, old builings like the houses of parliaments, the cliche bigben tower, the modern london eye and the cute red big bus. and shopping, was just, heaven, when they say SALE, it really meant sale. im starting to look at the price here as expensive compared to london sale. you could just walk to the packed oxford street and walk without feeling tired because everywhere you turn, there's a huge sale and you just keep on smiling and imagine yourself in cute outfits later. well, if you're a girl. haha.
we did go to manchester just to take pictures at the stadium, and the stadium was simply outstanding. even you were just standing outside the stadium of manchester united, you could feel like screaming on top of your lungs for michael owen. woohooo !!
haha, well, i guess i just wrote a little too long. and i can write more of this ok. but i gottta finish up the bloody homework and missing london, paris and amsterdam :) if i have a chance, of course i'll go and study there, insyaALLAH. aamin.
p.s, kebab in paris was the finest of all kebab in the whole world! aint that weird ? haha

you know you love me,
xoxo,
 syakira.

bye bye :)

dear blog,
i'm going overseas for a few days and i'm totally OVERJOYED.
i cant wait to get on a plane and just dissapear from here.
daddy is now whining why the hell am i posting another entry while we are not yet finished packing and our flight is on 10.45am today. bye, xoxo
syakira :)

keep holding on :)

hello hello again,
today is a good good day.
yesterday was CRAZY!
we had sleepovers two nights in a row, it was amazing how our parents bagi pulak tidur 2 nights.
at the same house pulak tu.
hehe
it was great to meet my best buddies again after all this while, and of course...
we had SO MUCH FUN.
oh i love them all.
and i'm still waiting for new moon babyy ;)

NEW MOON

i really do not have the slightest idea why i'm sooooooooooooooooooooo
OBSESSED with this twilight saga.
not only New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn had took over my mind.
i can't stop thinking bout my one and only, EDWARD CULLEN.
haha, gosh i never thought this thing could ever happen to me,
but guess what, it certainly did:)
first and foremost,
why in the world that robert pattinson is so damn hot?
and when he got the part of edward, i WAS OVER THRILLED!!!  
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~forever and always, a twilight fan ;)
p.s. bless you stephenie meyer, hee ;P

hello boring thursday?

well, since chika passed up to update my blog, so im doing it now:) hee
what a bloody horrible day. all alone again in this tiny house, it could've been better.
if only i went out with wanie, addle and ami yesterday,  haissh;(
why my mummy and daddy dont allow me to use the DAMN PUBLIC?
then whats the point of building those things, if i have a handsome driver,
this will definitely be a different story.hurm what a BUM?!